Final Fantasy : Advent Children

Monday, February 26, 2007

i am walking away-craig david
(for those who dunno-this is the part where i listen to songs and blog at the same time)

aha, this is blog.......blog.blog.blog.blog.blog....got sound effect.ECHO

so empty u see?

hahax, i just couldnt bear to blog..........
nah just mapling. and mapling ....and mapling...lol

there are still owing posts. i dun care.

first i wanna say goodbye to a fren JAIME.whom i lost to GOD.
its pains to talk about him. so thats all.
"i will remember u in my prayers..."

i dun wan to talk.
people are very mean.
they dun care.
its always them first.
me first,u can die after.

next i wanna blog about sound.the beauty of hearing.

when was the last time u heard a tear drop?
when was the last time u heard a heart break?
when was the last time u heard a soul crying out to you?
when was the last time u heard GOD saying hi?

but.i am pretty sure u heard the following:

hey u are good at this.
u are gifted.
wow talented.
smart.
good looking.
rich.
famous.
special.

when i close my eyes, i dun rmb wad i've seen,but wad i've heard.

the sound of my parents telling me i am safe in their arms.
the soft breathing of your close one sleeping next to you.
the songs of nature.
the kindness in a stranger's voice.
the emotions rolling off the wretched.
the serene silence.
the warmth of a gathering.
the unsaid desires of a stumbling person.

as i have asked before...how would u know...
if u didnt listen...
if u didnt care...
if u just werent there...

as a wise person once told me.
u dun listen by asking the right questions...
u listen by being there...
to stand in the rain with person...
to fall with the person...
to hear the pain in the voice,
the tiredness in the prayers,
the cry of agony.

the most special parts of these are they are silent...
they will never make a sound.
i teach u not,
for i am ignorant as u.
give u a clue.
its called presence.

dun demand,
make claims,
force answers.

even the wisest know when to keep silent
when its impt.

there are people who are dying.
can u see their tear-streaked face?
can u hear the broken spirits,
if u do. i hope u do.
go and love them.

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