Final Fantasy : Advent Children

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

i lack power:"kurosaki ichigo"

i wanna love you forever- jessica simpson

just watched bleach.
good.
shiok.
actually is damn good DAMMIT!

i found that out my hate cannot be compounded,
the thing neither can my love.
i realised i dun hate but neither do i love.
actually i dun move.

"weary are the restless, until the day we come to pass.
And wait for the wave of relief that will wash at us at our final moment."

-i came up with this quote *thanks* i hope no ah pek or ah ma beat me to it.

death is not answer,
not for hate,
nor for love.
it is only an respite.

i fight every bond that claims me to them.
i start to shrug every responsibilty i swore to uphold.
i ignore the ideals that i proclaim.
i in essence disown myself,but relish in it.

so life-taking it is...
so self-destructive...

ah, but that isnt true.
its a self journey.
everyone walks the darker path sooner or later.
its which is more inviting to them.

the light has shadows.
the darkness has its radiance.
can i unite both?
will something stronger emerge?

if Ido not question MY GOD,my FAITH and my BELIEFS
then will you understand what issit u trust/believe in?
blind faith is unyielding loyalty.
pure ignorance however is unending stupidity.

i have about 4 hours before i awake for work.
it bugs me in some ways.
but in others it doesnt.
fatigue reduces thinking.

i found new people who hate as i hate.
and love as i love.
its uplifting! really!
people who understand extreme emotions.

who let me understand that they as mortal as me.
refuse to forgive.
but understand how love works.
they understand how HATE works.and they love it too.

i am like a bounto who found his clan.
wrong thinking we have.
but we dont find it wrong.
cos its a norm.

lol. i tired la.
the urge to blog was there.
just to expell some bullshit from my mind.
thats the problem when i blog.no purpose really.

coming up somewhere in the near future:
the story of the 13th guardians i nver got to writing down.
a special dedication to a unique lady -written already.(story)
the dao sa pao story,inspired by a friend.-onli got title.
and the B.U.M.S. story....but i cant remember.how it goes.
it was good kay!!!

Cloud Forgiven | 10:09 AM